If you haven’t been watching the news today, you might not know about the biggest school shooting in our history. Since it happened at the school my husband works for, Virginia Tech, I don’t know if there is any way I couldn’t have heard… the Fox News article is here: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,266374,00.html
September 11 got to me and made me realize that the world was not a nice place, and that people out there wanted to hurt Americans, but it was still someone else– not me. I didn’t know anyone directly affected, except by the flight cancellations and general fear. This hit home… it’s close… I have friends nearby in buildings not more than a block away from the shooting… it really happened. Why do people go and do such insane things?
This morning at around 7am, there was a shooting in West AJ, a dorm not far from my husband’s office in the stadium. At about 10am we got a phone call from his office asking him to put a notice on all the computers telling everyone to stay inside and that there had been a shooting. At that point, the news was telling us that one person had been shot and that the shooter was still at large. It turns out that just before they called us, there had been another, much worse, shooting on the other side of campus.
In the end, there are at least 33 dead and around 30 wounded at last count. One of my friends was at a doctor’s appointment near the hospital when the ambulances started arriving. They couldn’t airlift anyone due to the severe winds we’re having (the roof of my building here is creaking and groaning right now). The closest hospital is about 5 minutes away from campus, when that one filled up, they had to drive to the New River Valley Hospital about 20 minutes away. As she was waiting in the office, the wind blew a door shut onto someone’s hand, and it was cut to the point that she needed stitches. She was told that she would have to drive to the other hospital about 20 minutes away, as Montgomery Regional was swamped with victims of the shooting.
All day we kept hearing different information… my husband went into work to help at the stadium. He’s fine– all the shootings were over by the time he got there, but it’s still making me worry. I’ve been getting calls from friends and family all day, trying to make sure we’re both ok. He’s fine, I’m just shocked that anything like this could happen. I’ve been in those classrooms and buildings– I had organic chemistry in the biggest lecture hall in Norris, and I used to have friends in AJ, the dorm that was hit.
The VT campus and Blacksburg will never be quite the same after this. Our quiet little town has been turned upside down. I’m sure we’ll be the center of media attention for a bit, and we’ll be known as the school with the worst shooting in history. What about our great football and basketball teams? Our academic record? It will all be forgotten thanks to one idiot who decided to go on a shooting spree across campus. It’s never going to be the gorgeous, idyllic campus that I remember. Now, when I look over at AJ or Norris, I’ll remember the students who lost their lives in a moment of senseless violence.
I never thought about that phrase before… and how it is so fitting. What did these students do to deserve this? Nothing. Life isn’t fair and it never will be. Sometimes the innocent go down before the guilty. I just feel for the families- I’m sure there are many people right now wishing that they had been able to say that they loved someone one last time, or had the chance to say goodbye, or wish there was something they didn’t say. When someone dies in the prime of life, it is such a loss. Who knows what these students could have gone on to do… we will never know. All we know is that today, in Blacksburg and surrounding communities, we have lost our innocence and we now know that yes, it can happen to us.